Alone In A Crowded Room – Purposeful Steps When Struggling With Loneliness

I'm a Work in Progresss / Friday, October 6th, 2017
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For much of my adult life, I’ve struggled with loneliness. I’m surrounded by people – good people. But often I stand in a crowded room and feel unseen, and alone. I don’t have a fool-proof cure for loneliness but I can share what God has been teaching me.

A mom leaves an event full of lovely women, laughter and fun only to stumble through the door at home in tears.

This was me several times last week.

As an introvert, large social events and groups tend to be a challenge. I’m much more comfortable with just one or two people. In many groups, I tend to sit back and listen instead of jumping into the conversation. As a result, unless someone asks me a direct question, I may not speak at all. Often, I go home feeling like I had things to say and I regret not speaking.

That regret becomes frustration. That frustration opens old wounds. I don’t feel heard. Or seen.

Did it even matter I was there at all? Familiar feelings of loneliness rise – powerful and painfully real.

Still, other times, these feelings of loneliness rise up out of nowhere, uninvited, and without cause. 

These feelings aren’t based on truth. They are a result of me believing a terrible internal lie – that I wasn’t wanted or needed.

The truth is, I was invited to the event I spoke of earlier. My presence was welcomed. My words and thoughts would have been welcomed as well. No one said or did anything unkind or cold to me. Loneliness doesn’t always show up when it makes sense. Often times, the feelings are real, but they don’t make sense at all.

Why do I still feel lonely?

Usually it isn’t others who make me feel lonely.

It’s me. 

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But that doesn’t change the overwhelming way feelings of loneliness hurt. Experience has shown that left unchecked, loneliness can be paralyzing. Focusing on loneliness robs my days of joy and causes me to pull back from relationships – further perpetuating the problem.

When loneliness surfaces, it is imperative that I take purposeful steps to battle against it. As I said before, I am still struggling (even as I write this) with loneliness and perceived rejection.

These are a few ways I’m learning to address loneliness when it comes up.

Purposeful Steps When Struggling With Loneliness

Seek God

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A good friend is a beautiful thing. But no friendship can rid me of loneliness. When I’m lonely, what I need most is more of God. Whether I ‘feel’ His presence or not, I need to press into Him by reading His Word and praying.

When I feel lonely, the enemy’s lies seem like truth. I question my worth. I begin to suppress God’s truth about who God says I am. When this happens, I need to tell God my thoughts, even though they go against what He says.

‘God I know You made me without mistake. I know I am fully loved and fully known by You. Yet, right now I feel inadequate, unloved, unworthy and rejected. I feel so alone and unseen by others. Help me to see myself and this circumstance as you do. Will you help me believe it and walk in truth?’

Often, pouring out feelings of inadequacy, loneliness, and self-loathing at God’s feet brings peace. It is hard to be in God’s presence and believe lies. Being with Him opens my eyes to truth and helps my soul rest in His comforting arms.

In the midst of loneliness, the focus is on me. I desperately need to worship God. Worship turns my focus outward and upward. He is still God, and He is good – regardless of any emotion or circumstance I may be in. When I remember God’s character – His goodness, faithfulness and kindness – and how He has revealed Himself to me, it becomes hard to feel alone.

Kari Jobe’s ‘I Am Not Alone‘ has helped me worship this week. What comfort there is in recalling that God never leaves me and always goes before me!

See A Friend

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Alone In A Crowded Room - Purposeful Steps When Struggling With Loneliness |

Isn’t it strange that when struggling with loneliness, I tend to isolate myself?

Isolating myself happens when I believe and accept the lie that no one cares if I’m there or not. In all honesty, even after spending time with God, I sometimes still feel lonely and disconnected. Isolation only makes things worse.

In these moments, I need a good friend. I am grateful to have several women in my life with whom I can share hard things. One friend, in particular comes to mind – she lifts me up, encourages me, and points me to Jesus. We don’t see each other that often, but when we do, it is like no time has passed between us. We do spend time catching up on daily life, but we always spend time talking about what is on our hearts.

Time spent with a good friend lifts the soul.

God gave us the gift of fellowship so we can be mutually encouraged by one another. But we need to be IN fellowship with others to experience it. 

Last week, after a rough morning wrestling with emotions, I called that friend. We met at a park with the kids. Kids played. We took a walk. We talked. I shared my heart – she listened and then spoke truth and kindness into hurting places. I left feeling recharged, refreshed and so very grateful. Time spent with her is life-giving. Friends like this are a priceless gift.

As an introvert, I know I need more one-on-one time with good friends. This time has to be built into my life on a regular basis because life is BUSY. Schedule it. Show up. 

BE A Friend

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Sometimes we long for deeper friendships, but we haven’t made it our mission to just go out and BE a friend.

Friendship is a two-way street – if we want people to be there for us, we need to be there for them! Cultivating deep relationships takes time and purposeful effort.

Check in with that friend about ‘that thing’ they mentioned last time you talked – the appointment, interview, struggle, celebration or milestone. Notice when a friend is unusually quiet and ask how they are doing. Then be prepared to make time to listen to how they’re really doing. 

Often, I feel the most lonely when I’m busy. Some seasons, like after having a baby, may just be busy. It happens to all of us. But sometimes, we allow good things to make us so busy that there is no margin for people. When this happens, we need to make some adjustments to maintain valuable friendships. Examine your schedule and priorities to be sure you’ve left room for people. 

Let people know you care. Be available to others. Being connected to others in daily life opens the door to have conversations about what is on your heart.

Start with one person. Who will it be?

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17 Replies to “Alone In A Crowded Room – Purposeful Steps When Struggling With Loneliness”

  1. Thanks for sharing this honest post. I’m lonely all the time and I do need to remember to praise God instead of focusing on how lonely I am. I wish I had friends to turn to, but I don’t.

    1. I know this feeling and had a season of life without friends to help. Praying for you now-may you feel the comfort and peace of God and I also pray for God to place a friend in your life to walk alongside you.

  2. Oh this has been me so much of my life. I’ve had to battle this for most of my of my life. You’re right about it being a me problem. I have to also watch how I react to even individual encounters. It’s easy to let loneliness mask as rejection. When I feel rejected, I pray for that woman. It blesses her and resets my focus.

    1. Great point about loneliness and rejection. They often go hand in hand. I like the idea of praying for those who we allow ourselves to be triggered by. Not only does it bless them but it opens our eyes to how God sees that person. God’s truth is so much more powerful at giving clarity to my thoughts than any lie I might be thinking!

  3. I relate so much to this struggle! I have only recently started being more proactive in my own feelings of loneliness. I have discovered such a joy in being here for others EVEN if they are not always there for me. Giving grace in relationships and striving to be a better friend to others has so helped improve my mindset. Of course, it all comes back to knowing who you are in Christ. Thank you for addressing this and sharing your story!

  4. Beautiful post. I can totally relate to this. You’re right – in order to develop deeper connections we have to let those people in our lives know that we are there for them and show up. Thank you for sharing this. Wish you all the best – speak766

  5. I love your line “It is hard to be in God’s presence and believe lies.” This is so true. When we are feeling lonely and rejected often it is because of false ‘truths’ we have come to believe. When we lean into God we are better able to find the evidence (or lack thereof) in the ‘truths’ we were struggling with. This is a process and definitely can require a trusted friend to help us unmask the false ‘truths’. God Bless!

  6. This post is SO full of truth. It’s easiest (for me anyway) to feel most lonely in crowds, and then I start believing all sorts of lies. You’ve offered some practical, godly tips here for those times. Thank you 🙂

  7. This is a great article! I can certainly relate. Isn’t it counterproductive that we tend to isolate when we feel lonely? And yet that is often what I do.
    I enjoyed reading this and the practical advice you gave. 🙂
    Thank you for sharing!

  8. I’m disabled and can’t get out of the house on my own. And the couple friends I really feel comfortable around are really busy right now.. I’m struggling. Do a lot better sharing one on one.

    1. I’m sorry this is a difficult season-Lord, would you make your presence known and provide comfort and peace during this lonely season. And would you provide a friend to fill in the gap when others are busy? Amen!

  9. This post deeply resonates with my personality and what I have been passing through all my life. Am an introvert, a sad, obscure and moody poet who thought there’s no hope for me in this extrovert world but thanks for making me understand life better.

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