Embracing The Moments (And Emotions) That Remind Us Our Children Are Growing Up


Family / Tuesday, September 26th, 2017

Parenting is full of emotion fueled moments, when we realize our children are growing up and stepping a little further into the world. These moments remind us that we cannot control our kids or their experiences.

Two weeks ago our four year old sunshine girl climbed the stairs of a school bus for the first time.

Unexpected Emotions

Unexpected mom-emotions threatened to overtake me as my mind raced with thoughts of all she would experience – good and bad – while away from me.

She’s growing up.

Embracing Moments

She rocked 3’s preschool and has been away from me for countless bible studies, Sunday school, and more. But as I watched her climb onto that big school bus wyearing that giant-flamingo backpack, she looked so small.

Isn’t that my baby up there? 

She didn’t hesitate as she turned back, grinning with sparkling eyes as she waved goodbye. If she didn’t hesitate, why was I?

I stood, choked up and snapping pictures. I waved furiously with a smile plastered to my face as the bus drove away.

The bus rounded the corner. The only evidence it had been there at all was the plume of exhaust and my husband, mom and I gazing at an empty street.

Sunshine girl was on her way to school with a bus load of new friends. Without me. 

They’re Growing Up

Year by year, our children will spend more time at school and activities, with people other than us. They gather life-skills and knowledge and are slowly equipped to become independent, functioning adults.

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Independent. Of us. 

And what of us, their parents? Parenting changes. Once their ‘whole world’ and providers of everything they need – we’re gradually needed less and less.

We proudly cheer our kids on, celebrating new freedoms and opportunities while acknowledging there is less we can protect them from. We’re grateful they don’t grow up overnight, even if when looking back, it feels like they did.

And this is all right and good. But that doesn’t mean it’s easy. 

Or unemotional.

Our emotions are real and powerful. And sometimes those emotions creep up out of nowhere and threaten to knock us off our feet.

We need to adapt and learn to not only accept but embrace these moments and the emotions they stir up.

Stop Comparing

Your emotions are yours. They don’t belong to your neighbor, friend, or that mom over there that you don’t even know.

Stop comparing.

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Every parent feels and processes emotion differentlyWhatever you feel as your child climbs onto the school bus is ok.

You don’t have to apologize for crying, even if you’re the only mom ugly-crying on the curb as the bus drives away.

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Quit worrying about what everyone else is doing and give yourself permission to feel it all.

So now we admit we have these emotions and we’re not worried about what everyone else is doing. Now what?

Own It

We love our children. Our love isn’t wishy-washy, it’s intense. So, of course it makes sense that our emotions about our children growing up can be fierce.

Letting go and watching our children step out into the world is hard. And excitingAnd scary.

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Stifling emotions never really works. They just bubble out later in another way or at someone else, with increased intensity.

Feel something? Own it.

So what if you’re an ugly-crying mess at the bus stop? Or if you’re the only dry-eyed mom in the crowd? What happens if summer was so long and tiring that a part of you feels like celebrating and maybe a twinge guilty about that (or maybe you feel no guilt)? Or if you’re suddenly crying in Target 3 hours later because you just miss them?

So what?

What if your kids see you? While we do need to have wisdom and discernment about how and what we share with our children, it is ok for our children to see us express what we feel.

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In these milestone moments, watching you feel and process emotions in a healthy way gives your children permission to feel and process their own. 

Process It

Do your emotions surprise you? Days before school started, I expected to cry at the bus stop. Then, that morning as we stood waiting for the bus I felt only excitement. I was happy and exited – not sad at all!

Then she took those first steps up and WHAM!

When emotions surprise me, the best way to work through them is to process them. Feel them. Think through them. Talk about them.

This does require time and energy but is too important to pass up.

  • Go to God – Night or day, God is always available. Our loving Father loves to comfort His children. No matter the emotion, He already knows. When it comes to emotions I feel as a parent, it is such a comfort to know that God created our children and loves them even more than than I can. He listens and provides peace and comfort beyond our understanding. Try it! Pray through emotions and spend some time reading His word. He won’t leave you hanging.
  • Talk to a Friend – One of the reasons we need community is to process real-life with people who are willing to be authentic. We need to know we’re not alone and to be encouraged by other parents. Be honest. Cry if you feel like it. Speaking how we feel out loud is powerful.
  • Write – When home with kids all day, I can’t always process emotions out-loud with another adult. Journaling or blogging about what I’m feeling helps me find clarity and understand what I am feeling and WHY.

Celebrate 

One way to take the edge off of our emotions of sadness, longing or fear is to celebrate milestones – even if just official days like the first/last day of school and birthdays.

That said, we don’t need to celebrate everything. Celebrate events that are significant to your family and priorities.

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Celebrating puts the joy back into even the most bittersweet milestone.

Celebrate with a meal, a sporting event or activity, a gift, a handwritten card, or an intentional conversation.

Celebrate to remind your children that you’re cheering them on and proud of them.

Be Present

Finally, no matter how emotional you feel, at some point, you need to step out of your own head and step into the time and place you’re in.

I spent a couple hours dwelling in my own swimming emotions and thoughts before doing anything productive with them. Once I began to process them, I was able to step back into the day and be ready and excited to hear all about that first day of school. If I’d kept it all in, I’m not sure I would have been any good to anybody – just a puddle of tears and self-pity.

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Be present with those right in front of you. Don’t let your emotions put you in a funk that steals quality time from you and your family.

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12 Replies to “Embracing The Moments (And Emotions) That Remind Us Our Children Are Growing Up”

  1. So very poignant. My daughters are parenting teens now and I guess what! Tears welled in my eyes when I was reading! God has given you a gift of wisdom and insight and it flows through your pen 😉 (I know you don’t physically write it) but sounds more poetic, right. I miss you. Please look for me at Hillside this Sunday. What hour are you there?

    1. Oh Rita, thank you. I miss you too. Did you know we left Hillside? I’ll be sorry to miss you. Left only for a church closer to home as the drive was getting to be too much with the kids. Finally feeling settled here and like it’s home now. We miss you and all our Hillside friends!

  2. Great thoughts! You’re right, there are so many different emotions, as parents, that we just need to own and process so we can keep pressing on. Thanks for sharing this tender moment. <3

  3. Ahh! I love this! It is exactly how I’ve had to process my emotions throughout this major life change of our oldest beginning school last month. Oh man, sometimes it is rough letting go of her hand, watching her walk into the world, with no idea how bad it really is. And sometimes it’s beautiful to see how God is deepening my trust in Him in a whole new way as my baby grows more independent of me. This was so beautifully expressed! Well said!

    1. Thank you for sharing how you are feeling too! I agree, this stage is deepening my faith as well-it has to! God didn’t make her to live in a bubble with me, did he? Thank you for your thoughts!

  4. Lovely post as always! Thanks for the reminder to stay present. That is something I really struggle with, I think. Time for me to refocus and try again and keep praying!

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